Not only did I wish to share my story, but I also yearned to heal a part of myself long muted: my throat chakra. For years, silence pressed gently yet persistently against my voice, a quiet hush woven through decades of holding back words I scarcely dared to form. Yet, as I surrendered to the creative current within trusting not only my intuition but also the subtle, luminous guidance of the Divine a gentle unraveling began. Each sentence became an offering, a way to reclaim the sound and shape of my own truth. In this sacred act of writing, I found the courage to dissolve the old barriers, allowing suppressed words and emotions to flow freely at last. My voice, once faint and tentative, grew sure and resonant, carrying the cadence of healing not only for myself but I hoped, for all who might recognize their own silence in mine.

There is, woven deep into the fabric of my story, a pivotal moment a near-death experience at a young age that irrevocably altered the course of my life. The memory of that threshold, where the border between life and something beyond grew thin, became a silent undercurrent to every subsequent choice and perception. It was as if, having glimpsed the delicate balance upon which existence rests, I emerged with a heightened awareness: of both the fragility and the preciousness of each breath, each heartbeat, each fleeting connection.

Yet, it was not only survival that shaped me, but also the aching aftermath. Soon after, my mother’s departure left an echoing emptiness her absence both a wound and, paradoxically, a wellspring. In the wake of her leaving, I was thrust into an unfamiliar landscape of longing and self-reliance. The grief was sharp, a catalyst that forced me to search for meaning, solace, and wholeness in places I had never thought to look. I learned that healing, though often born of loss, is also an invitation to transformation. Through heartbreak, I was called to rediscover my own strength and to cultivate the resilience that would sustain me through the tides of change.

When I set out to write this book, I was guided by a desire to harness the creative power of expression a force that can illuminate the unspoken and spark transformation. My hope was that, by weaving my thoughts and feelings into narrative, I might inspire others not only to contemplate their own journeys but also to find solace and healing in the reflection. Words, after all, possess a rare alchemy: they can turn pain into wisdom, uncertainty into hope, and solitary experience into a shared sense of belonging.

When I embarked on the journey of writing a book, I felt as if I were setting sail upon a vast, fathomless sea of memory an ocean shaped not only by the tides of my present life, but also by echoes from lifetimes I can scarcely name. Each recollection shimmered beneath the surface like sunken treasure, waiting for discovery. Some memories revealed themselves as bright and buoyant as sunlight dancing atop the waves; others lay hidden in the depths, heavy with the sediment of old sorrow or long-forgotten longing. Navigating these waters required patience and courage, for the currents of remembrance would sometimes pull me under, only to lift me up again, offering new vistas of understanding.

I learned to chart my course by following the subtle constellations of feeling and intuition, letting each memory serve as a compass point or guiding star. In this way, the act of writing became a kind of voyage equal parts adventure and introspection in which the journey was as vital as the destination.

Education:

Tulsi comes from a background of M.S. in Computer Science. Additionally, Tulsi is a Reiki Master, Life Coach, Certified Clinical Hypnotherapist. She is Master Practitioner for ELI (Energy Leadership Index Assessment), Practitioner for NLP (Neuro linguistics programming), TIME & EFT (Emotional freedom techniques), Sound therapist, Meditation and Yoga practitioner.